POP is over.

deborah suddenly fall out before the parade and scared all of us bcos could hear very loud and fast crying.. and some more ma'am asked if she got asthma, which got mi even more worried.. but in the end she was okay..

guarded the staircase and saluted 37 ma'ams. then went to serve food and did our performance and gave our present.. then cleared up and had song session.. then dismissal and we went to change. huishan and zhiyi chiong to toilet to change bcos they going to buy mochi so we tried to change slower to tuo1 yan2 shi2jian1.. then went to bball court for squad talk..

our NCOs got very excited when they saw the mochi.. :) then talked and they sang some songs for us.. they gave us popcorn.. :) then talked abit more and i went home at 8.45pm. bcos of this neozhiying telling mi ghost stories during squad talk, i freaked out when i was walking out from main gate ALONE. some more got ppl burning duno wad thing which made mi even more scared.

waited for 852 alone at the bus stop.. was sms-ing yinhwee on the way. she probably found mi irritating.. anw halfway ju suddenly called to ask mi where i was then duno wad happened so i hang up on her.. then i was reminded of last year POP when i got "bullied"..

reached home and attempted to write NP diary but fell asleep halfway..

today was writing NP diary when i realised michelle werent there during POP and started sms-ing charlie sqdms which led to a whole string of discussion with huishan and jiawen bcos they were together. didnt know jiawen was sms-ing until she told mi..

anw according to my gor the guy who bought the car is very shuai.. :) he looks 20+ but oreadi 30+ and he's decked from head to toe in branded stuff.. and he's the executive director of some business.. reminds mi of lv guang sen lin de william.. but i like owen more cos he looks more shuai.. :)

ytd went my uncle's house.. on 20th floor.. :S anw was watching this channel 8 show.. then got fanweiqi and she was singing "yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian".. i was singing happily at first but when reach the "xiang chu le yi nian zui zhong hai shi jin tian" (er we changed the lyrics. i sang the edited lyrics.) i felt tears for some reason. by 2nd chorus i ran into the toilet and tried to shut the door but bcos it was onli my 2nd or 3rd time there i duno how to lock so had to stand against the door and let my eyes do the job. then i had super red and puffy eyes and a red nose. i nvr cry until got red nose before.. had to stay in the toilet for awhile before i looked human (that is without the super red nose).. abit weird lah, the song so qing kuai oso can cry.. but cry out liao better, better than trying to hold back tears when i feel like crying in weird places like buses.. for some reason would start thinking abt it and feel tears.. then had to blink back blink back.. like dat day after POP on the bus home liddat.. and ytd on bus oso..






_______ was sitting diagonally in front. omg i wanted to kill myself for not sitting at the place beside ____ leh!!! i wanted to sit there but changed my mind.. :( but nvm, so close i happy oreadi.. :) sound like some despo girl. omg i sound like sijia!!! :)

next week no third lang! :) but muz study cos 24th is ca.. and sabbaticals!! :) got into chemistry and chinese dance, thanks alot evelyn! :) she helped mi click bcos had POP rehearsal during lunch..

later going swimming.. :)

7/15/2006 09:33:00 PM
if only i could let u stay by my side...