im a useless pig hu do not deserve to be living on dis earth as a human.

i cant even wash the dishes today wifout breaking e tray. i cant even pass 3rd class. i cant even do anything rite. i cant even pass a saturday peacefully wifout getting scolded. i cant even pass a simple algebra quiz which carin scored full marks for.

im such a useless pig.

i dun use my brain to do housework.

my heart has been broken by dat sentence. amist all the SIAs, the tons of hw, the stupid algebra quizzes, the belief dat i'll fail 3rd class, u hav to break my heart. i hav held on long enuff, n i've tried my best to b strong n hang on, n now u attack mi wif dis sentence. e reason y im putting up such a strong fight is bcos i dun wan u to worry cos i noe u r worried abt other more impt stuff. n now i feel dat i've been such an idiot trying to bottle all dose feelings up n put up a happy n cheerful face every day, n feel so drained of all my energy at e end of each day.

i noe dat u've wanted to say dat sentence for ages. but i did not wash e dishes RELUNCTANTLY today. normally i wud hav, but today i did it bcos i noe yall nid to tok. n when i accidentally break e tray, wad i get is a sentence dat i nvr use my brain to do housework, n i shud not do housework relunctantly cos i live in dis house.

yea. i washes e dishes tho i had to do my sci sia. i dun expect any praises. but wad i did not expect was dis hurting sentence from u. e tray can b bought again, but e damage u did to one's heart can never b mended.

2/11/2006 10:03:00 PM
if only i could let u stay by my side...