feeling very low

sorry ju for making u cry (duno if u relly cried, but i dun blame u or anything, relly i dun, cos of sum things u saw which led u to hav suspected sumthing..)

thanks alot huishan for helping mi when i m not able to do sum stuff n farewell sqmts r not wif mi..

thanks jieqi too for offering ur help..

sorry to all sqmts, cos i hav not been able to come every day since e start of hols whenever we hav meetings n hav not been helping for everything.

n i m feeling very hurt n sad n *insert sad adjectives here* today

no, since 29th nov

n oso very very stressed since i started quarelling wif my mum n my mum threatening to ___ ____ n farewell sqmts going on holidays n sum farewell sqmts not available, n stuff which happened to my grandpa n my cousin..

n mi falling sick at dis time of e year, dese few days, where i could hav fell sick 1 week earlier or sth..

i feel lyk juz screaming out loud, but i hav no more energy left in mi to do so. i feel as if all e energy left in mi has drained away, even e teeny little bit left in mi today.

dat's e reason for e weird things i did today.

sorry huishan for firing dose sms-es

sorry yinhwee n yuanhan n deborah for not being able to help out n for my lousy sewing.

e thing which made mi sit in front of e com n do stuff for tmr or e 6th is cos i m very tired of all dese misunderstandings or ppl pissed so i hav decided to fight against my fatigue n work

dis is e first time i feel so alone, n hurt, wif no one hu can understand n not doing anything at the moment to pour my heart out to.

where is jomain when i nid her???

12/04/2005 03:18:00 PM
if only i could let u stay by my side...