i feel so lyk a secretary or sth..

i m not obliged 2 help him type..

n it's none of my business anw, i typed out my own group e script last week..

so y muz i type 4 him??

but being e kind soul i m, i m typing 4 him NOW, despite my COMMANDS LIST which is my so so piority n my other TREMENDOUS amt of hw. n whe nask him help mi polish boots when i m busy, $10 EACH.

but actually i m supposed 2 polish myself lar..

ask him how 2 spell e command, dun tell mi..

hello 2nd sgt u duno how 2 spell izzit??

i go tell _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ sec skool de NCC de ren dat deir current 2nd sgt duno how 2 spell langkah merusok de merusok(i figured out dis spelling but i duno if correct or not..)

n he has taken malay 4 2 years. waste of $$. stopped in sec 2.

but anw he shud noe how 2 spell rite??

so now i m trying so hard 2 compile e list, racking my brains 2 c if i left any command unlisted, he pops out n say "help mi type" n runs off.

i dun even hav e chance 2 fan kang.

oh, not 4getting 2 mention dat having a voice lyk ah du 4 1 or 2 days will turn sum1 retarded.

okay, enuff of my bro.

so i think i m going 2 get diarrea (aiyah how 2 spell??? i've been trying 4 5 min..). i drank choco milk n milo n slurpee ard e same tym.. choco milk is 2pm or so. milo 3 sth. slurpee 4 sth. WAD'S MY PROBLEM??

oh n my science. i m going 2 FLUNK it. sure one. nvr study. i mean got study lar, but abit onli.. i can imagine my mum going "i m going 2 ground u 4 life". wah.

n i carn concentrate cos on my mp3. i either carn hear e song (tho it's at full blast) cos i m too concentrated on wad i m doing on e com or i carn concentrate on wad i m doing on e com cos i m following e song. oh, n ppl r sms-ing mi at intervals. so now i noe i carn concentrate on blogging, typing commands list, helping bro type his stuff, listening 2 mp3 n sms-ing at e same tym. but dat's wad i m doing. but not relly oso, cos i m NOT concentrating on everything. i wanna atain dis zui gao jing jie where i can do all of e above at e same tym.. concentrating on EVERYTHING..

anw missed lyk 1/2 of dalt cos of e huo dong. stupid huo dong. anw ju was outside audi trying 2 meditate till she levitate after hearing mrs tan den whenever she climb up a maam will come along n we'll b "greet maam!" den ju, in e midst of climbing up, will climb down quickly n greet. haha.. so funny.. happened lyk twice in a row..

speaking of it, cos of our wonderful chi tchr hu told us it's in audi we waited outside audi stupidly. den when she say in LT we waited outside 4 our 2 classmate 2 lyk let dem noe. so e kind n helpful 1/3 de NP de ren ended up sitting on e stairs cos e onli available seats were either 1 person, 2 ppl or 3ppl. no 4 ppl one. being squids, we sat on e steps 2gether, cos we r squids. YAY!! *applause* not even when ______ ask if we wanna sit.. YAY!! *applause again*

n i m feeling so retarded again. for my retardedness. cos ytd i could hav taken 812 home but cos it juz left i dun wanna wait so i walked home. cos i tot dat pathway leading from 900+ de blocks 2 my hse dere got streetlamp got light so nvm one.. n guess wad?? e streetlamp SPOILT. lyk almost 1/2 e journey i walking in DARKNESS. summore got wind blowing. i was freaked out obviously. i den on one in front, no one behind. onli MI. i was so freaked dat i almost cried liao. as in veh freaky lar still got big big trees n grass den got all e cricket sound n stuff.. den i looked down n walked while sms-ing jieqi n trying 2 make myself not so scared.. den suddenly a bike whisked passed mi n i jumped!! n cried.. i tot it was a _____ lor.. so so freaked.. lyk in e darkness oso.. abt 7 sth going 8 liao.. den when i got home i was so so relieved.. n i had a nitemare last nite. abt dat pathway thing lar. n woke up crying. lyk i nvr had nitemares 4 a long long long tym liao.. stupid mi, hu ask u dun wait 4 bus..


n i m so dead. lyk my sis de bday is tmr n i haven got her present. n ju's bday was on 10th. lyk i nvr gave my family late presents b4. record breaking man..

8/13/2005 04:37:00 PM
if only i could let u stay by my side...