wah! veh long nvr blog.. started my np diary le.. *grins* 1st entry 6 pages leh.. cos a lot of things to write abt..

n i think i m going 2 fail e total defence test.. i relly tried veh hard lar, but 2day i was havin a headache so i relly relly tried 2 concentrate n rmb oreadi, but relly cannot think.. *sigh* i'll hai e whole squad..

*sigh* 36 maams passing out on 22nd july.. so sad.. maams were so nice 2 us last act lor.. n i think we relly tried our best dat act.. even yuying hu was having a terrible stomachache wanted 2 stay..

n now dere r 2 things dat'll make mi cry:

1. 36 maams passing out
sometimes when i think of it i'll juz cry, n my sis will go "u okay or not? y u cry?" n my bro will b lyk "wad's ur prob man?" but i'll juz shrug n pretend nth happened..

2. shi ing.
i m relly relly relly sad at shi ing quitting.. juz lyk i was when bojia was quitting.. i mean, it's cos of her health condition lor.. n she's so enthu, so cute, so everything, relly she bu de ta.. but we'll call her along when we hav squad meetings.. cos she'll always b our cute little squaddie.. juz lyk bojia will always b our nice enthu squaddie.. i'll miss her..

now on e brighter side.. my sis got e form abt e kao town (now it's called yamaga city) homestay programme thingy!! i mean i was so so so so happy till i cud die.. n it's onli her in her whole class cos last year when we went kao town we kept asking mrs ho dey if we can host dem if dey come.. n i m so so so so happy!! but i definetely wun get masayo, cos she's 13 liao.. n oso not mizuki, but mayb her bro?? but her bro lyk veh naughty.. aiyah, if get menodake elementary e pupils hu noe masayo n mizuki is e best, cos i can ask dem 2 help mi pass 2 dem.. n btw it'll b 2 pupils.. no fair.. e other tym b4 going dey say 3 ppl 2gether den when we get dere is 1 to 1.. i was so freaked out k.. but now i m going 2 b a great host! ha! at least dere wun b communication breakdown n end up doing charade lyk last tym i go.. cos now i learn jap le..

n i hav 2 do 2 scripts, one for chi sia, n 1 for ipw.. *sigh* so much project stuff (as usual).. n i m 99.999999999% sure dat

I

M

GOING

TO

FAIL

GEOG

cos hav 2 study for total defence test n geog test, so end up here abit dere abit, so end up both oso dun do well.. *sigh*

n i wanna marshal!! hmph. juz my luck dat when drawing lots my name wasn't drawn.. but nvm, i shall hang around n c squaddies.. hehe.. it was yuanhan hu gave mi dat idea..

7/07/2005 10:19:00 AM
if only i could let u stay by my side...