after reading squaddies' blogs, i realised dat jieqi n yinhwee missed out sum stuff abt tues' act!! hmph. n i m going 2 make sure dat squaddies tell every1 wad dey noe.. on mon.. we r havin a squad meeting cos weekends we not free.. i m going 2 make sure every single one of us come.. even if dey dun, i m going 2 call n sms n pester dem until dey finally giv up n come.. if dey relly carn make it, i m going 2 use e phone.. i dun care abt e phone bills liao.. we muz all buck up kaez. 36 maams passing out in lyk 3 weeks' time n all we did from e 1st act till e last act was 2 tear their hearts out n trample all over dem. mayb not dat dramatic, n not lyk we r doing it on purpose, but squaddies, we relly muz jiayou n not disappoint 36 maams. n after hearing huiqi maam say "we never regretted taking over your squad although it is only months in your np life." (i noe i koped it from ghee's blog.. sorry!!), dose hu r dere, dun u all hav lyk any fan3 ying4 2 dat statement??? n dose hu r not dere, lyk mi, dun u all feel anything?? lyk sad? guilty? terrible? touched? even ju felt lyk crying k. yea. JU LI YING of class 103 from batch 39. even ju is lyk touched until she wanna cry liao. carn u all feel anything???? if u carn, i duno wad 2 say, but i m going 2 change ur minds n make u all realise e fact dat e 36 maams relly did alot 4 us n we muz relly jiayou for dem. n oso 4 nynp. n oso 4 ourselves. n dose hu r relly enthu n everything shud let every1 noe wad is going on. it's not ur fault. n it's oso not dose hu duno anything e fault. it's everybody's fault. or rather, nobody's fault.

okay. dat was a long long paragraph abt wad i relly felt from e bottom of my heart after thinking abt us, batch 39, our 36 maams, nynp for 1 night, n after reading squaddies' blogs. so if any1 of u bother 2 read it den pls think abt it k??

now abt e brighter stuff cos i feel better after typing all dese out. cos u may read it all n finally realise. dat's wad i hope. okay, i got e ge2 dou4 tian1 wang2 dian4 shi4 xiao3 shuo1!! aaaaaaaaaaaa!!

n once again (pardon mi 4 being so naggy), pls think abt it. think from our very 1st act, all e way till now, wad 36 maams did 4 us, n in turn, think abt wad we did 4 dem. i m sure u'll feel all so guilty n bad n sad n if every1 feels lyk dat, we shall all jiayou n not disappoint 36 maams, kaez???

7/02/2005 03:50:00 PM
if only i could let u stay by my side...