hehe... np day wasn't dat bad after all... in fact it was kinda fun and cool!! we came at 6.00am (i got scolded so badly by mi mum for comin so early 2 skool... she keep sayin "go so early 4 wad" etc, etc...) den we changed and fall in...

den after dat we fall in at where we supposed to lar (at e popular dere), den dey check u. Den e CI mad ealmost e whole squad go into e toilet and tuck in deir shirt... lyk veri funni lar...

den we marched out.. den when dey sayin mornin announcement mi hands were lyk trembling, and i kept prayin dat i wud all end quickly... den when e nco(i think she's called xinyi ma'am or sth..)gave e command (carn remember e command, but it's to put up e hand one) den mi hand lyk numb lor...

den when we march in i think i heard zuojin ma'am say sth lyk good job... yay!! i was lyk praying dat we wud be able to ao2 guo4 everything without ani cha1 cuo4 lor... it's lyk, i feel dat it's lyk wad dey say yeaterday lar, we r lyk always e ones "hai-ing" e sec2 and sec3 ma'ams lor... lyk during DALT...

Phew!! so relieved...

it was kinda fun, greeting ma'ams... at first i found it irritating, but i got influenced by jinqing dey all lor... and i brought $10 to skool, and guess how much i m left? $2!! where did e $8 go? Squadmates!! dey all 4 get to bring wallet down, so dey all borrow from mi... kan4 wo3 hao3 qi1 fu4... haha... but dey paid mi back.. :)

argh!!! i m going bonkers!!! how can dey do dis!! dey make it seem lyk i m SUPPOSED to do e report!! dey r not even helping!! lyk during IPW periods, dey onli digress and digress. and i do all e work. (well most of the tym...)i kept quiet cos i dun wanna scold dem lar (i veri good-tempered one)*as if* but this is too much lor... i carn take it animore!!! i m doing till i going crazy!!! muz hand in by tues!!! help!! save mi!!!

i mean mayb yinhwee and ju carn do much, cos yinhwee live lyk damn far away from MOELC and skool lor... and we all hav 3rdlang... plus dis few weeks we go home late EVERYday... and it's relly lyk 6 or 7 sth one lor... i hav tym cos i dun hav all e extra tuition, etc, etc... but jialer no 3rd lang, onli judo and judo is lyk ,onli 2 days? and during meetins she write a lot of crap in her illegible handwriting, and expects mi to read it? and e way she tok is lyk commanding ppl to do stuff lor... i mean, we are not ur puppets? u carn control us... we hav to DISCUSS and pls tok nicely? dun use dat commanding tone u use on us when we dun do our duties...i mean dis is groupwork, not one person dictate everyone to do stuff... since she's so great, y not SHE b e group leader instead? Let her do all e report and stuff lor... i pass her ALL my work... den she'll noe dat group leader is not a person to DUMP all e work to... i mean, at least yinhwee and ju got think of e badges etc, but jialer onli scribble crap either not of use, or not related to IPW... Why muz i b in such a group!! i m going CRAZY!!!

and she veri wad lor... though i admit i sms alot, she make it sound lyk mi sms bao4 already, and make it sound lyk mi fingers are stuck onto e phone and i keep sms-ing lor... when i dun... i sms abt seroius stuff lyk np stuff, hw, etc. not gossip lyk dis guy so shuai4 dat gurl so bitchy etc, etc...

plus next week alot of tests!!! history, jap CA3, science!! and history and science r mi not-so-good subjects lor... and i didn't do veri well lar, and dey keep nagging and scolding and threatening to confiscate mi phone, mi 5566 albums, etc, etc when i onli failed goeg. (though e other subjects oso quite lan except 4 chinese and jap...) argh!!! so i muz study hard!! dey can take away everything except mi 5566 stuff!!! dat's lyk equal to mi life!! taking 5566 away is taking my life away!!! NO!!!

save mi from this terrible life!! sumone!! anione!! save mi!!!

5/06/2005 08:04:00 PM
if only i could let u stay by my side...